21-12-09

So this is the plan; I'm gonna be the best me i can be and i'm gonna show you love and make you believe in the human race again and then you are gonna pass it on to another person and that person will pass it to another person. And maybe that's how we will heal the world,..one person at a time.. Isn't it a wonderful plan?

17-12-09

When i was a child, i was courageous. Mostly because i didn't know anything about the possibilities of all that could go wrong. I knew nothing and so i believed in everything. As an adult,.i know too much, i know how a sudden wrong move can lead to your eye meeting a sharp corner, i know that the wrong tone or word can make a person never look back. I know how promises and facts can easily disappear like the breath of a person passed away,.. no more to return and change everything.
I know and know and know because i have learned, I've paid attention,.. maybe too much.

I want to be courageous. To stand up when every single cell in my body is begging me to remain seated. I want to say it loud when my mouth becomes an ocean of fear and my lips start shaking in hope of escaping from my foolishness. I need courage.
I want to be.. brave

2-12-09

Pride is a man in a corner with his hands folded, wishing he had everything without sacrificing anything- Pride

3-12-09

I love titles. I can fall in love with anything as long as the title is beautiful, seductive! If my life was a book or movie or song,.i think i'd name it; "Look,.. she breathes"

4-12-09

My Heart is full of nonsense, constantly throwing me from one extreme to another. Constantly Screaming and it's hard not to listen because people always say; "Listen to your heart" The problem is that it's full of too much passion!; " Love him! Help her! Say something! Pour your heart out! Walk away it hurts to stay! Regret! Rejoice! Believe! You're Awesome! You Suck! You rock! Wuss! Brave heart! Be random! Change! Who are you!?" ARGH! and all this time i imagine my Brain sitting in the corner looking so very intellectual and saying " That silly heart of yours is gonna cause you so much trouble, why don't you let me run the show for a while, eh? Come on now, join the reasonable side" <-- Or at least that's how it feels sometimes lol